Today's post is just a rant, not that anyone actually reads my blog anyway :/ lol So fed up recently..things at home aren't great, mum and dad are still have trouble with settleing the divorce and I feel like I'm just stuck in the middle. My brother never shows his emotions which is hard because I feel like I'm alone in this situation, eventhough I know I'm not. He's just hard to talk to about this matter because I know he's secretly hurting too.
Uni work is pretty much non existant so far. I'm off for the easter holidays for a month and I just can't seem to find the motivation to do anything. All I do is sit on here, look through lookbook and facebook and eat. It's quite depressing. I just need a little (or maybe quite a hard) shove to get me going, you know? I think I just keep thinking about next week when I go to Dublin and then I think about what we'll be doing and what I should take with me :/ oops.
Another side to this rant is Lookbook. I'm a newbie. Although I have something like 14 looks now but only have 5 fans :/ I guess what makes it harder is that my friend has lookbook too and she has soo many fans and hypes, it kinda gets me down :/ I know it's not about getting hypes and fans and it's about expressing your style, but you can't help but feel like giving up when you see loads of people have viewed your look and not hyped it :/ lol Maybe I just have a terrible style? I don't know. I do feel like giving up though.. Like with my blog too. Oh dear, maybe I'm just not made for blogs and outfit posts etc haha.
Apart from my little rant I am ok, just one of those days.